Goin' to the mall alone when you're visually very guessable that you're a fem gay guy how to stop the anxiety?

well i am from india where people are really unaccepting of LGBT people and especially me i am 16 and almost look like a girl i am actually in the trans category just that i am not on hormones yet but i dress like any other guy except for skinny jeans sometimes but my face is way too feminine and people always pass comments on me and make me insecure i have like very few friends and i am bored to death sittin at home though of goin to the mall alone but i don't know what do i do and how do i tolerate people sayin stuff bout me? i haven't come out yet i plan to move to another country and only then transition for now i have to deal with **** :(